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growing fat like a pig. been having trouble sleeping 'specially with the noisy younger sister talking so loudly on the phone next door :(

rode over roadkill TWICE today. once in the morning on the way to school and once in the evening on the way home from school. didn't really notice what it was i went over in the morning, just remember seeing blood and like. squished up innards. couldn't really tell what animal it was cos i was going downhill and it was quite dark. almost let out a squeal, at the risk of being shot down by the ghurkas who were on duty. yah but really very gross. was quite afraid it would get CAUGHT ON MY WHEEL THEN the wheel would jam and i'd be stranded and late for school cos "roadkill got stuck on my bike wheel". ew. or maybe the force exerted by my rolling wheel on the thing would set the carcass in motion and send it flying up, possibly hitting me. i have a vivid imagination. mm then on my way home, going up the SAME hill.. i ran over a DEAD BIRD. looked like it died a painful death cos its skeleton was sliced into two. innards oozing out and all. gross. i wonder if that was what i rode over in the morning.

:( i hope i will not be lazy and in 30mins i will actually be out on the roads running. serious calorie surplus to clear.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

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